Hi! I am Alexandra. I am 24, engaged, and expecting. A little bit more than year ago I was single, still heartbroken, depressed, full of hatred for men, lost in a crazy swirl of a big city, smashed by the pressure of choices and responsibilities I was confronting, totally confused by misterious and uncomprehended life circumstances. I was a stranger in this world. I didn't know what I wanted and just followed the flow until one day I finally fell... fell for the right guy. I moved in with him 3,5 months after we started dating, 4 months after that big step we found out I was pregnant. After long struggles with myself, weeks of tears and despair I decided to keep the baby. Surprisingly my decision made him very proud and happy. Somewhere in between of all that we decided to get married, and we gonna accomplish it in the nearest time. We are not expecting it all to go smooth. We realize a baby is a huge responsibility and a major change in our lives. He is staying calm and caring. I am super emotional and yes, nervous. But no matter how tough it can be we will go through it together. I don't regret anything. Even though I am super freaked out sometimes. I believe things happen for a reason. So far pregnancy wasn't as bad as I expected. It's not like I am enjoying it so much, but I should admit, it could have been worse. Still not sure I will ever want to go through all this again. My body isn't taking it easy. And I should confess I love my body, well, used to at least.
And here we are a year from the first day we kissed. Still in love.
I will try to share some of my experience here. Hopefully someone will find it useful and maybe inspiring. I know I will, later.
Dedicated to Michael, the man I love, father of my future child, and my baby son who should face this world by the end of August.
PS. August 15th, 2013 I became a wife to the best man in the world!!!
PPS. September 4th, 2013 my dearest beloved son was born!!!!!!
And here we are a year from the first day we kissed. Still in love.
I will try to share some of my experience here. Hopefully someone will find it useful and maybe inspiring. I know I will, later.
Dedicated to Michael, the man I love, father of my future child, and my baby son who should face this world by the end of August.
PS. August 15th, 2013 I became a wife to the best man in the world!!!
PPS. September 4th, 2013 my dearest beloved son was born!!!!!!