You know they say 'time flies'. Well, it really does, especially with newborns. My son is growing and changing every day, every minute with him is different from the previous one, every moment is precious. Sometimes I look at him and I can't believe we created him (through God's blessing of course). How on Earth two of us could give life to someone as perfect as our son. His smell, his look, the sounds he makes - it's all like the whole Universe to me. I know it all so well now, but yet I still cognize him every day discovering more and more about his personality. My son is the most precious thing I've ever had in life. This is ultimate love, love of mother to her child. I don't think any other one, but mother's heart could love more! My baby is my everything. Once I got him I knew I could never be without him anymore, in fact, I don't know how I lived all these years till he lit my life with his divine shine! There's nothing more beautiful or precious that your baby smiling to you in response.
Sawyer is such a smiley baby! He makes my morning every day just by giving me these happy, loving, innocent smiles. Can't wait till he starts giggling and laughing, that will be priceless. Remember all my skepticism about breast feeding? Well, I had a surgery 10 days ago, and my baby had to stay with grandma for 3 days. I was missing him badly, and in fact, I started feeling better only after I got him back. All the pain is getting dimmed by the power of mother's love and attachment. But there was one moment that made me cry I wanted to share.
After being separated with my baby for 48 hours because of the surgery and first hours of recovery, I got to spend some time with him, just enough to breastfeed him and to cuddle a little. I was pumping while we were apart, and he was getting a bottle with my breast milk that was previously pumped and stored in the freezer. That first time I was breastfeeding him after the surgery turned out to be magical. Because at some point while I was talking to my son telling him how much I missed him, he looked into my eyes and gave me the biggest and the warmest smile ever still having my nipple in his mouth. It was that one special overwhelming moment that made it all worth it. Only for that seconds of love and magic you have to go through the whole breast feeding bullshit. Even though to me I assume it will never get 100% pain free, since I am still a little sore every time he is sucking. But I definitely do not regret any of it anymore.
Yesterday Sawyer fell asleep in my arms while nursing with his cheek pressed against my breast. He looked so cute that I started kissing him and telling him how much I loved him. Every time I did he would smile in his sleep. I was touched to tears. He knows my smell, my voice, my face... I make him smile, I make him happy... even in his sleep. Isn't that something to sell your soul for?! He is perfect, perfect! Way better than in my dreams!!!!
Sawyer is such a smiley baby! He makes my morning every day just by giving me these happy, loving, innocent smiles. Can't wait till he starts giggling and laughing, that will be priceless. Remember all my skepticism about breast feeding? Well, I had a surgery 10 days ago, and my baby had to stay with grandma for 3 days. I was missing him badly, and in fact, I started feeling better only after I got him back. All the pain is getting dimmed by the power of mother's love and attachment. But there was one moment that made me cry I wanted to share.
After being separated with my baby for 48 hours because of the surgery and first hours of recovery, I got to spend some time with him, just enough to breastfeed him and to cuddle a little. I was pumping while we were apart, and he was getting a bottle with my breast milk that was previously pumped and stored in the freezer. That first time I was breastfeeding him after the surgery turned out to be magical. Because at some point while I was talking to my son telling him how much I missed him, he looked into my eyes and gave me the biggest and the warmest smile ever still having my nipple in his mouth. It was that one special overwhelming moment that made it all worth it. Only for that seconds of love and magic you have to go through the whole breast feeding bullshit. Even though to me I assume it will never get 100% pain free, since I am still a little sore every time he is sucking. But I definitely do not regret any of it anymore.
Yesterday Sawyer fell asleep in my arms while nursing with his cheek pressed against my breast. He looked so cute that I started kissing him and telling him how much I loved him. Every time I did he would smile in his sleep. I was touched to tears. He knows my smell, my voice, my face... I make him smile, I make him happy... even in his sleep. Isn't that something to sell your soul for?! He is perfect, perfect! Way better than in my dreams!!!!